Imizwelo - Lena ukuphela.

Thokoza ... ukuphoxeka ... kanjani besekusithekeni ... Cha Independent! Indlela engenangqondo, siyakhazimula futhi impermanent. Fast. Ayikho ... iyadlula. esiyingqayizivele Njalo. Ubani, uma kungekhona imizwa ukulawula izingqondo zethu, ukudala izinkumbulo. Ukudala ngosizo izithombe okusheshe kuphele ezingqondweni zethu, esikhathini esidlule, zamanje nezesikhathi esizayo kithi sonke. Okuhle nokubi. Okungenzeka futhi akunakwenzeka. Yebo noma cha. Alukho uhlaka zokuziphatha, njengoba thina ukumemeza okufanayo amashumi eminyaka, amakhulu ngamakhulu eminyaka abantu neminyaka inombolo zicatshangwe amahora ngeke ukwazi ukushayela Imibono yethu ibe esezingeni olulodwa. Singase, noma nakakhulu-osikweleta izinkanuko zabo demonstrirovatsnaruzhi kudlula ngokushesha nge scheme olulodwa, sengathi iminyaka eminingi ukulungiselela izenzakalo ezingavamile futhi ngokuphindaphindiwe alandwa yini ukuphila proiskhoditv kanye kuphela. Futhi kubi ngakho-ke? Umsindo akukwazi enhle njengoba sasivamise ukutshela izihlobo zethu mayelana enhle, ngomshoshaphansi futhi kuphazamiseke wonke amagumbi ukwazi, kokushiya nhlobo umqondo .. Asikho isizathu. Abazi lutho. Kodwa bangaki kithi abakwazi ukutshela iqiniso ngalokho 'ebona. Bonisa imininingwane zonke value yesibili yalo mcimbi ngaphandle ukukhipha buso. Kuphela abaseduze. Kuphela yalabo abanhliziyo imizwa ungaqiniseka ... Akunandaba onjani imizwa. Yenza noma yini. Kungakhathaliseki besebasha futhi ngenkathi neze zinesisindo futhi eqinile futhi ubudala. Into ebaluleke kakhulu ukuzizwa. Futhi uma uyoke ukuhlangabezana izinhliziyo ezimbili ezingaba ukubamba injabulo ukushaya nomunye, nje isiphetho uhlelo futhi ingubani abaqotho kakhulu futhi okuwukuphela kwendlela yangempela ukuvula enye futhi baqonde yonke into kakhulu, yini enye okudingeka imizwa, amazwi, imibuzo .. .TE, ngubani akazange neze ayeke ukuhlala ukuthola noma ukuvumela ukuba asondele umuzwa wakhe kweqiniso, futhi uzoqhubeka bagcizelele ukuthi kukhona kuyisibonakaliso sothando nangokomzwelo vspleskovnashego ukwazi onikeza omunye "counter". Lokho uthando imizwelo. Yileyo indlela sakwazi vydresirovat ukuqaphela kwethu. Noma okuphambene nalokho ...? Ngubani noma yini kusivimbela uzizwa? Kungani ukuzazisa kwethu azabalaze esikhundleni samanje, ngokuphelele yokufakelwa, kuphephile? Amanga? Lokho esivikelayo thina kuyo? Ayikho ... Kungenzeka ukuze akhohlise ngokwabo, kodwa hhayi fike azizwa. Ngo ngokuyisisekelo lokhu futhi Drammen. Izinhloso. Bona vzaimoistreblyayuschi. Akukho mehluko, kodwa ubuhlungu ezahlukene. Phila noma ukusinda. Lena injongo yokuphila. Okwakushiwo kwemvelo futhi naso lapha emhlabeni futhi kukhona emafwini.

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Iphupho namanje isikhathi ukwazi. Bahola uphele efile futhi kukhona kubangele ukuhlala. Awukwazi ukuvumela kufezeka iphupho, kuyoba ngokushesha ngikukhulule ngobuhlungu yithemba wokuba into engelutho. Inani elihle ezweni kukhethwa echibini. sifundo Omkhulu sihamba kule uhlamvu, ozokusiza kuye hhayi ukulahlekelwa futhi ....

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Thina amiswa endaweni ethize ngesikhathi ukusibeka ngokwabo isikhathi esiqondile. Yiqiniso akulula. Ucondzanisa inkambo ezikhethwe ngokucophelela othile noma okuthile inkambo imicimbi, okuyinto kungaholela ekupheleni lokho kuzoholela iketango entsha. Yeka indlela ukuya ... Lona "ukuphila sifundo" .Vybor sihlala sikhona. Hhayi okuningi ongakhetha ... 2 ... obuphelele ngo- "Yebo" noma "Cha" .. Zinike ukuba uzizwe ukahle futhi uya ngapha, njalo ngokukhetha kuphela izimpendulo ezinembile, okuyinto Yebo inhliziyo yethu njalo uyazi ekuqaleni. Or Not. "Ukunqotshwa okubi 'uvalo -private, futhi imimoya ngokusebenzisa ithrekhi ezithakazelisa kakhulu futhi eside, njalo imihlangano phezu zemigwaqo komgwaqo, amakhefu, namabhampa ezifana thathaza astray futhi kuncike kuphela umzimba womuntu siqu, ukuvumela kwakhe: elula, njengoba singahambi ngobuqili, okubi, wadala futhi esiwuphiwe kuphela ukukhombisa imizwa yentengo kweqiniso, kodwa has a umcabango ocebile futhi ukufundisa umeeschemu ukudla ngokuthi yintokozo, sibonga imizwa kakhulu ngosizo ngalo nobunzima kule Empeleni ukuphazamisa komuntu, ukuba bangene esingenathemba ukuthobeka kwangqingetshe nesiphambeko.

Fast eduze phambili isenzo esikhulu ... hhayi abantu abaningi bakwazi ukuwakhokhela ingozi lezi ubudlelwano, kusale ebuntwaneni. Ukunwaya yena intsha ayisa zinhlekelele abantu abantu ubudala maphakathi, wabhala a memoir mayelana nephutha abadala: ahlakaniphile, kodwa ezingabanjwanga ithuba lakhe, ekuzameni ukuxwayisa molodyh.I ezimbalwa kulabo esakwazi beguqula indlela yabo ekuqaleni ukuzizwa ngingakhululekile kuphela ... Bona wonke yobuhlungu imizwa ... Zonke nenkohliso nokuzenzisa kwabo. Ubuhlungu zokuxhumana kwalabo abaholwa mayelana nalokhu ukuba ngiqaphele, eclipsing yimuphi umuzwa engapheli okujabulisa ofuna ukuphumela obala nokudumazeka. Ngobuciko futhi yokufakelwa izwi ezimbi ukuzazisa, sifisa ukunqoba futhi ningathuli ukuzwa iqiniso. Futhi ngokushesha noma kamuva umphefumulo noma inhliziyo, owazi, ukumba out. Kunalokho yokuhlekwa intukuthelo manje sikhala. Futhi lokhu kuyisinyathelo sokuqala ... Manje ingqondo ayikwazi ukuvimbela ... Manje konke lokhu kwenzeka ku imithetho ephakeme kuyosisiza ukuba umuntu ukuthola inhliziyo yakhe. Bese ayidingi amazwi, ethela amnandi ukukhanya kwamanga ku psevdochuvstvo, namanje akusho bayavuma ukuthi inhliziyo ... It libuswa izenzo. Ngokuvamile abazi lutho. Njalo ngobuqotho. Ngokugcina lesifanele. Futhi zonke injabulo futhi ngokuphelele ukudumazeka ziyayeka khona. Consciousness ezikhoselweni ipozvolyaet nawe uyajabula ngempela niqede lesi sikole alikho ukulwa, futhi ulwazi yena ... ... futhi ingxenye yalo yesibili, okuyinto manje, futhi lapho ukhona, e dú ... Ivumela ukuvula HORIZONS ezintsha futhi ukusiza equlekile, labo badukile, okuyinto cishe kakade sibonane ngaphambili bazithola.

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